Sleight of hand and twist of fate

cycled for 14 hrs. quite a feat. proud of myself. various ups n downs. all good basically but the last 2 hrs was pure hell. i almost died a couple of times. just dashing down orchard at 5.. feeling the soft rain beating down on my features. with this song playin in my head.

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time ...on your own
Do you need some time ...all alone
Everybody needs some time ...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time ...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
-GNR

when i passed PS.. just couldnt push images of her out of my mine no matter hw i tried. All the times we spent. aye im torned in pieces by those thoughts. it strangles.